A 2 year old

So everytime I open up my PC at Deker to log into the internet, I honestly believe that this time will be different than all the others. There will be no bandwidth issues, no hourglasses for 2 to 3 minutes, everything will be fine. Guess what? It's not. The internet is just as bad if not worse than it was last time. The 2 year-old thing is that I convince myself it will be different this time and actually believe it.